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Unhappy x1000000,


Doctor diagnosed that I got chicken pox yesterday.
No wonder my fever rises and falls, over again and again these past few days.
I look fugly now.
Never had so many red dots on my face before. (I never allowed this)
Cant face up to reality.
Even my body got it.
Unbearable pain and itchyness.
Easily fustrated.
Moodless for anything or everything.
Given 7 days mc.
K.O for prelims.
Halfway through to breaking down.
Encouragement desperately needed at this point in time.

I actually cried just now. Why am i always getting the unlucky stuffs? If this year is not an O level year,
I wont rant. But I'm already so weak in my studies, by taking away my time bit by bit is going to kill me for sure. Firstly, swollen eyes. Secondly, gastric problems. Thirdly, this. All in all, within half a year I already
went to the hospital thrice. Despite having took vitamins everyday, it is like no effect at all.
Crying is something very unusual of me, bet Vegas and bear got shocked by it. Prolly in @!#@#@! years, I would.
I really cant stand it anymore...... ):

P.S: Vegas, thanks for everything. As much as I want to hide, you're one sweet chap. Thanks, really.


Everything came at a wrong timing,


Wrong timing indeed. My lappy's back to normal now. I was reluctant to come online but somehow I was so delighted by the fact that it spurred me to come online. I'd got so many pictures left stranded in the laptop. Damn. Okay whatever update a little then.

After remedial, went Bugis with Melvin and Tracy to search for Teachers' Day present. Thanks to Melvin, we bought something commendable. Unique as it is, but I guess many people probably bought it alr as it was selling off fast. But its alright as the content wont be the same anyway. (I've successfully finished doing up MR Aslam's gift, the other for Tracy to do) The sun at Bugis were scrotching hot today, it made me felt very uncomfortable wheares the temperature inside the mall were effing cold. It was only when I reached home, I realised actually I was running a fever.

A high fever of 38.5 degrees celsius. Dad was worried sick. I slept the whole day long, and I could feel that Dad was changing the wet cloth on my forehead every half-an-hour interval. I dont know if I could survived all this, prelims is in 4 days time. I am not prepared, somehow. Falling sick worsened the matter further.

At night, I met Jesselyn & Ah Bear to witness the 'getai' at Redhill. They accompanied me to eat after that I went home. For today, extremely early i couldnt care less. I am going to sleep now. Hopefully I will recover fully tomorrow, wanna meet Jess again.......

Just now ;


Yesterday ;


Life sucked today, I am not happy.


Met Mag to study, but it was only for a short while. Vegas was with us too. Fs was feeling unwell, thus she didnt join us. While killing time, Vegas spent his time reading today's newspaper. He was so bored to the extent of vandalising those beautiful faces in the newspaper. And he needs to make a big fuss over every single article he came across, at last when I couldnt stand it anymore I told him to shut his trap up hahaha. Met bear during the later part too....

Three happy notes. One, I talked a lot to Mag and vice versa. *Secrets between us*
Two, I met Kevin today out of coincidental. Three, met Vegas. Okay I am tired, tomorrow's a long day ahead. Goodnighty, pictures up soon....


No surprise by Chris Daughty, Sorrysorry by Superjunior, Jump by Flo Rida equates to nice.
Gonna introduce more songs which I think its nice, probably on the next upcoming posts. Share what right? :D.



A list starting from tomorrow onwards until Mon,

*Video-taking for Teachers' Day
*Dental Visit after school
*Meeting Mag and Fs for study date, as usual
*Meeting Vegas hopefully!
*Studying for prelims to date
*Remedial on Sat
*Preparation for Teachers' gifts, cards
*Town/vivo
*Outing with Fion & co, perhaps Jasper with his cam too hehe
*Play Club (still hesitating)
*Back to school for Teachers' Day (Usually no, but I'm gng back to meet my loved ones yayyy)

Coming up next,

+*"*+Tracy's sweet 17th
+*"*+1 week holiday
+*"*+Meet Reign (Sorry for broken promise time after time)
Meet Kevin hopefully (Same goes to you too)
Argh from my memory I know there is still got a numb of events coming up next
but I just cannot recall it .__.
Its alright, I guess Ill get message spams as reminder, just like the other time - >20 msgs, wonderful honey.

Days nearer to O's gonna be less entertaining. But its all gonna be worthwhile....

Telling the world that there's many of you, and that I'll survive it all.
I never intended to believe in forever in the first place, anyway
You'll be happier if I am sad, but no, I am not.

Labels: GOODNIGHTY.

I'm the prom queen, while you are just the girl next door.



How wonderful it is to have so many awesome poeple around you, whose willing to share weal and woes with you. Thats why whenever I am haappy, I'll look for my good friends and share it with them :) Love people who love me ttm.

Prelims' in 6 days time, anxiety's filled the air manz. HAHA.

I cant wait for the days after 'O', I foresee many good stuffs. I am going to study hard. Peepo perhaps when ure bored, you may want to text me to motivate me to stay focus and study hard.

Like the new songs on my playlist now. K byebye to you him her :D




It is such a time whereby I wished we didnt land ourselves up in this state.
Unlock it, but why break it as well?

I learnt my mistake and this will be the last time I am gonna do so and caused the grieve I am feeling now.


I'll be fine, because I know there are people around me who loves me and wants me to be happy. And I know for sure, Yinlue's one of them.


Shut it down,
by Flo Rida, you must listen.



Friday:

This is the first time of the second semester whereby I stayed in school exceeding 2pm for a Friday :O After the rehearsal for the recieving of leadership cert in school, I went back home to change. I was supposed to join the 13 loveables for movie at Town but later heard that more than 1/2 of them couldnt make it in time and that was the only earliest time slot as all of us have to return to school early the next day. So I dolled up just to stay at the check point (plazarrrrr) :/ since they are not watching movie but just merely slacking around.


Spent my day with Simin, Claudia, her bf, Caiyan, Teckliang, Jess, Jasper, Vegas, Sebast, Xuer. There are some more, whom I only spent a while with. Jasper had a crazy idea at first - Go town together with me myself I and he him me. (hahaha)

Met Vegas during the late night! Think hes angry with me for that matter, awww. But everything's fine now, luckilyyy.
----> Home.



Saturday:

After remedial, Mel Tracy Wilson Sly and I went Suntec for Ashton's. Its my second time having that. I swear it is definitely worth every single cent, very affordable to all and it was heavenly delicious esp the fries woah ^.^ Go try it people, I assure you that youll not regret going there. It is located at the basement of Suntec, near to Pizza Hut. Non-stop we sang praises of the fabulous food, at the same time enjoying our meals.

After that, I went Plaza to meet Vegas and Bearboy. Went home with Vegas' company in the evening! He waited for me downstairs and by the time I was ready, Shiwei has already arrived. Sorry I know I took a long time ^.x (!) During midnight, went Henderson Market. Met Jasper, Fion, Fire, Dieter and many there. Fion's place too!
The photos-taking session mused all of us at the scene, thanks to Jasper's camera :B

Walked home with Jasper at 4.30am!



Going to meet Mag for study session now! Wish me luck for tmr's English Oral too. Confidence is key, over-confidence is the cause of one's downfall. Quoted by me :D

Labels: Excited pictures with Claudia, Jasper currently, Vegas

I never wanted it this way,


Facebook quiz. Its like so damn true so I decided to post this up.
You envy others, but at the same time you think very highly of yourself. And when you envy, its only either for a short while and will not be to the extreme point because you've got a high self-esteem. You've got strong convictions of yourself, you go your way regardless of anything. You gained confidence from sarcastic remarks, severe set-backs, great humiliation instead of falling. You're someone who doesn't leave any space for sadness - You fall hard but you pick yourself up easily. Lastly, as long as the one hurt any of your loved ones, youll be ruthless and give them hell. (This is very true). Only 3 of my friends is worthy of me doing that, only three.



I dont know if you gets to read this but as long as there's a slight chance of you reading, I am gonna post this up. Your oral's 25th of Aug, your last chance to redeem yourself and be your mom's honour. I really have no idea if you are coming for it cos I did not asked. It is really impt to turn up and from Mdm Yani and your peers, they commented that you're really smooth at expressing yourself and that your Eng is really strong. Furthermore youll be the first one for the whole of team 4, so that means youll be the one pulling all the grades for everybody whose behind you. Youll be the one grading for them. Given ur standard, you are a confirmed A student for this. I posted this up because I hope at least you feel proud of yourself and rethink at this last moment in time. You'd had enough fun for months, haven't you? Many of your friends wants you back in school, I am sure your parents feel the same too.

Labels: waiting for months

Satisfied weekend because I get to meet,

Jesselyn, You're not defeated, and you always have me.
Bobo, Though its a short while that we met, but its nice having meet you my Angbobo!
JJ<3, Finally get to meet you, I really missed you my assy! ):
Vegas, My weekly routine I think? Haha
Shuyi, National day never come with us! But but, forgiven (:
LemonSwillie, Another one, long time dont know die to where alrd. Met him for a drink at 2am ystd.
FS, Mag, Weekly routine girlsss
Henderson Eugene. Been ages.... Miz u my gf!

Caught Orphan with Jess Darling ystd and you guys must watch coz I seldom rate a movie like this 9/10! Very nice, very beri beli nice! ^.^



Okay, I have got limited time. It was supposed to be an hour but my desktop is friggling lag like mad woman who just came out of IMH. And I was like opening more than five windows, Ive got alot to check.... That is why when I dont use com for a period of time, I dont feel like using aftermath. Like damn stressed only.

Thanks for the mega messages Ive recieved every morning when I was still under the weather. I really appreciate all the concern & care & evol. Now, I'm in the pink again :D. K coming to this, I really need to mug before I am gonna flunk my big 'O'. Sickness and everything took away 1/2 of my time, and the sad thing is that I cannot undo it. ): K no emo-ing! :D.

One more big thing to mention here: Nice souls, Vegas and Xuer accompanied me to the hospital that day, and even tough the next day is just xuer's exam, but she sacrificed her time for me. Awww, I really love you. Thanks Vegas too!

Oh now that I am in the pink, Ive planned studying with different people, one tick off my list. Tmr will be with Gladys. Last Friday was with Foongsze and Magdeline, even though we only studied for like half an hour but that was an exception coz it was friday (my fun-day) isn't it? HAHAH. I'll see you two again, please dont make me laugh like theres no tomorrow haha , (L)(Y)2.

Alright I'd got many nice pictures to upload but I want to upload it as a full-set. So wait till I get it all from Mag. Bye guys. :D


I'll Survive All This,

I remembered how I witnessed last year's National's Day fireworks - I was in the bus together with N. This year's National Day was celebrated in Supperclub. It was as expected, very crowded. There was shortage of tickets and we queued very long for the whole event. Nevertheless, I got hemmed in on by all sides by human bodies.

Not only that, I was knocked harshly by some Malays but luckily the impact was not as bad as the other girl who fell on the dance floor. The hilarious thing was the whole group of us was dancing on the comfy huge sofa, that part was great :). How sad, didnt manage to take pcixx of the place.

The event ended at 3.30am and we cabbed to Lengkok Bahru for late supper indeed ;)
I got home at 7am in the morning. K.O.

I had swollen eyes today and thus I skipped school. Went to the polyclinic just now, was given some medicine to apply. My eyes hurt like f.u.c.k.

Labels: uoyssimi

Yesterday:
Finally, Town this weekend! :D The feeling of euphoria took over me when I first stepped into the area of Cineleisure. In terms of facilities and atmosphere, Town is always better. 3 weeks depriving of town, now I am satisfied. What is more satisfying is that I caught the movie "Overheard" with the loveables too.



Today is Bruce's birthday! Happy birthday to him. ^.^ I am supposed to meet them now at Plaza but I am still at home. Guess Ill be meeting them later.

Note to self: Please go home early tonight to study.
The time that could be spent on productive studying that I'd wasted, its more than anyone could imagined for an O level student.

Labels: PLEASE FORCE ME HOME TONIGHT

So yesterday, I caught the movie "G.I Joe" with Gideon and Jasper. It was, however, a last min decision. I rushed down by cab to Tiong Bahru Plaza, & the show was just nice started when I arrived. It was midnight when the show ended and Gideon sent us to Henderson Market by cab.

We met Fion, Dieter, Naomi. Later in the night, more people came. (Qijie, Qixian, Peklian, Teckliang, E, and many others) All the way at Dieter's house, talked about many stuffs with Fion and Dieter as the others went out to get some stuffs which took a effing long time.

To cut short, I went home with Jasper at 5.30am. K.O.

**
I need to study with people who can teach. Wished to study with people whom I never studied together with. Because after studying, we could always have lunch/dinner together to catch up. Time spent would be more fullfiling and productive.
I am going to cut bangs still even tough it has been objected by many people. (Sick of side fringe alr)
I need to control myself in terms of money management. (Not going for branded goods for the time-being, not lending money out as though its free.)

I can pretend for as long as I want,
its not easy as it seemed,
but I will do it for you.


I AM ALREADY FINE, REALLY.
THANKS FOR THE DIFFERENT 16 MESSAGES IN TWO HOURS.


Very much contented despite those grotesque times,

This.Is.Me.

I changed my mind about going to Powerhouse last night! Due to some wriggling factors that seemed to reverberate in my head constantly. Bet Apple, Vegas and the rest are partying themselves away like a rock star yo. Seems like on the other hand, Dearest Assy & Tangtang are enjoying themselves at Supperclub too. Heard that it was good and Im glad that they enjoyed themselves.

Oh myself is feeling out of exuberance too though it was a mere weekend-day. I met Kailong and Apple at Plaza for dinner. Aftermath we waited for time to pass and Apple went for her club; Kailong headed home. Left me and Xuer together with Brandon and Dieter. Slacked at Kimtian with E, Dieter, Weijie, Xuer. Humorous jokes.

Met Shena, Foongsze and Magdeline together with the same people at Kim Tian at Mac during midnight. In addition, Ashley Fire Qixian was there. Had a manifestly great laughing time with them. Oh and not forgetting those picxx taken in Mag's dig cam. I am currently waiting for it coz I have got my fav picxx in it, ^^

Whatever it is, these people made my day last night. It was 5am when I got back home, the fatigue me went to bath and dozed off within split secs while laying on the bed.

Oh and next week's club (National's Day) is all out for us to have fun. This time is amazing, a hell lot of people is coming along. I am so excited even though its an UNDER-AGED PARTY~ =.= Well, its still the people who gonna make the day eventually, no? <: HAHA YES.

Overdued pictures.
My ark ka liaos ^.^


A day at Ion and Taka. Happy girl on a happy Thurs with her mom, grandma and Siti. This reflected the past where Mom and I always go for dinner every weekend at the different kinds of japanese cuisine.

Loveyou two.

I need to rack my brains to think of a suitable outfit on that day. Hmm....Any ideas anyone? Red and white is the code.

Bye, going out to meet Nette now.


Are you mean and sarcastic? Have you ever answered people ‘meanly’ and sarcastically? If yes, show us how mean and sarcastic you are! If no, then you should try at least once in your life with this note.

Rule: Respond to these people as mean and as sarcastic you could be!!
Carilyn says: I try huh.


If an annoying person says:

1) I am cute.
Jitao is the truth lor

2) I am the most beautiful/handsome.
Walao dont xia suay yourself like a pussy cunt please.

3) See, everyone likes me because I am rich and famous!
Cant hear anything

4) Unlike you, I am perfectly multi-skilled. I do everything very well from sports to academic thingy.
Wrong psn. Tell your father instead, he will reward you

5) You don’t know me? I am Bruneian artist; I have albums!
No link, want act sibo?

If an annoying pretty woman/handsome guy says:

1) I know you like me.
How u know? Smart siah.

2) What are you looking at? I am not interested in you!!
You think too much alr

3) Sorry, you are nice, but seriously not my type!
Machaim I want you like that

4) UNLESS you are rich, then don’t dream that I will get a ride with you!
Eh dont appear in my dream, it will freak me out. just your face enough alr

5) Look, I am pretty/handsome; I can make people hate you!
You eat too full, nothing to do isit

If an annoying extremely ugly woman/man says:

1) I think you and I can make a good couple.
Sorry you havent asked if I am available.

2) May I have your cell phone number, please please please pleaseeeee?
81551254. You may have it but its up to me to choose if I want to reply

3) Hi, wanna hang out? I want you to be with me the whole night..
You are too handsome that I am afraid I cant resist you whole night

4) What do you like about me?
Your backview. Dont turn around with ya face can alr tyvm

5) I want you to say that I am pretty/handsome and you like me sooooo much!
Cannot lah, one day I cannot lie so many times.

If your enemy says:

1) Hi bitch!
Eh you come here you come here

2) You smell like shit!
You smelt like the armpit of a guy who just came out of the gym room

3) I know you hate me because I am much better than you
You are never better, since when?

4) What an ugly creature you are!
I think you forgot to bring your manners out

5) I am going to kick your ass in this race for sure!
You bao si

If your ex says:

1) I still love you
Okie dokie pokie

2) I know you still love me!!
Hannorh love you. love gi lian ah ~.~

3) Please, go back with me honey/hubby..
You go back first

4) Please call me..
I text you

If an annoying salesperson says:

1) Wow! You are so pretty/handsome!
True

2) Seriously, I used this product and look at me, I am changed
Lin dao eh tai ji.

3) We are giving a discount up to 50%!
I cannot afford full price you mean?

4) This one is good sir/madam. Buy sir/madam, buy..
Okay I buy but I dont pay can?

PS: Am I sarcastic and mean enough? HAHA.

Anyway lappy's still having problems so sad, cant upload picx. However, 5A picx are all uploaded in fb alr :D Awesome guys, we're left with a mere 3 months. Lets cherish the time left for us all. You guys rocks ^^

2.30am


What an awesome and simple weekend!
What a surprise, this weekend is deprived of town areas.



I've changed my real name to Catcat, so please do address me by this. Amusing it may seemed to be, but hopefully, it will bring me good luck as calculated ^^.

Okay if only I could upload pictures here, you would know how much I'd had enjoyed my weekends. As usual, I met them him her she they.

The ins and outs of everything,

Friday: Visited Clarice tgt with Bertram and his mom. All these while, I've not forgotten her. We had real good times shared in the past and till now, it is still etched in the back of my mind. Over the conversation, I gave her my words that I would await for her release date and that we are bound to enjoy when that time arrives, mark my words.

Met the 13 loveables during the night for the movie, Muderer. However those present were only Tricia, Beier, Kaijun, Haiteck, Jiankun and I. The rest were unable to make it due to one reason or another. The movie's worth watching, the people's worthy of the precious time, everything is so (:

Hmm... I guess I'll just list out those whom I'd met, and thanks for making my weekend a fruitful one. Here you go,
E (<3) , Vegas, Shuyi, Yinlue, Bobo, Teckliang, Sam, Caiyan, Kaijun, Haiteck, Jiankun, Beier, Tricia, Bertram, Jasper, Wilson, Vincent, Qixian, Shena, Kailong, Ashley, Adeline, Jess bb, Apple.

Tired me, I haven't fully replenished myself yet. I only came home early this morning @ 4 ++ 5am. Was slacking at Redhill and for a period of time, Vegas and I was moaning how bored we were. Not only us, I believe Kailong and Bertram as well. But eventually as the night gets older, the atmosphere became better. Was with E, Vegas, Kailong, Bertram, Dieter, Eugene.L Yongchuan that group, Sam, Teckliang, Jeremy, Caiyan, Shuyi, Wendy, Fion, Jasper.

Sam, Jasper, Teckliang, Caiyan were the entertainers and we really laughed till our sides aches whereas the love birds, Qixian and Shena was missing throughout the whole slacking time, they went dating in the midnight alr ^^.

Thats all I guess. No pictures ah, D: My lappy died on me. Whatever it is, I will upload them once I am able to. Promise... (: Tomorrow is again, a brand new start of a week. Study hard people and not forgetting myself, I will too.

What God had bestowed me, regardless whether it is good or bad, I would gladly accept it for I believe in the destiny already laid out for me.
"Nevermind about what you'd lost, smile at what you gonna get next."

Labels: bear with me. Listen to the selected songs (:, Wordy post

Okay so I was damn high in school today despite being mentally lerthagic. Was all over the school today ~ And I hurled many infanities as well, ): Every single debating session with Bei-er will be like this. He influenced me negatively. I have to I have to I have to stop this bad habit and I must.

Alright I am still unsure of which group of friends I am meeting later on.
1) 13 loveables for movie @ Cathay.
2) Vegas and the rest.
3) You him you her you them (?)

Oh oh, happy belated birthday to Brandon! Finally you no longer need to hiong into underaged clubs anymore.__. I met him ystd and it is so coincidence that we both wore the same! Hot pink top and black bottom. Its like so r.a.n.d.o.m lah. HAHA. Anyway yeah, enjoy your celebration today! Stay happy with your (her) too!
See you around too again ^^.

Going out now. Anything call/text me friends :D


Pictures taken at Jerome's birthday party.


Jerome just needs to blink his eyes once, and I know what he's up to his sleeve. I know him too well.... right Jerome? hahahhaBesties for-evaxx (;

Well, I paid a visit to my second house today after school. Grandma, sis, and her cute lil babygirl is here in singapore and will be flying back to Japan this Wed alr. Words can't express how much I missed having a sister by my side. And babygirl shiro chan is simply so cute that I cant resist leaving the house.


WHATCHA THINK? (: She luv to doll up a lot. Just today she messed up my whole make-up table and almost broke one of the solvents on top. Awwwww. I painted her nails with purpur and pink on toes for her and she was so satisfied with it (: Learnt a new word from her, BAKA. (DONT SAY THIS TO JAPANESE! YOU'LL OFFEND THEM)
HAHAH.

1.30am now, goodnight earthlings. :D :D

Only unique visits counted

Know it.

I pick myself up from the ground when I fall. No big deal. This. Is. Me.

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