Wednesday, June 3, 2009
When everything unravelled,It came a little too sudden and unexpected. He made a clean breast of everything and for a while, a million of questions seized me. I paused for an answer, but there were none. I wanted to reserve those thoughts within myself but then again I thought I would like to share it here. Finally I knew where the shoe pinches. I'd always wanted things to go my way, not others. I'd my principles and I would abide by it strongly by hook or by crook. But someone whom I trusted a lot lunged forward and gave me this piece of information, and how could I just not believe him?
In a state of ambivalence, I thought it over and over again. So as to preserve one of my principles:
It is fate and I believe in destiny. Accept it and F the rest., I've decided to let nature take it courses. I would be here for you to love me all over again.
Kinship, loved ones, precious lifelong friendship. They are diamonds, priceless diamonds that I would never, in my whole life time, use anything in exchange for it. (But some people just don't deserve this at all, lets carry on putting on an act.)
Anyhowz, Mom's back. I would love to meet my Chanel make-up set and high-waist prooom skirt. :D missed you, mom.
