Thursday, May 7, 2009
She decides her own happiness,HAHAHAHAHHA.
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Okayyy I'm not in the best of mood now because I have just took a self-declared rest day today knowing that tomorrow is actually Maths paper 2. This time round, I'm dead for sure. This is the first paper for mid-year that I felt so despondent about it. I do not look forward to going to school tomorrow to take the exam because I'm not at all prepared. How am I supposed to face my paper without knowing head and tail? Graph? Statistics? Probability? Tsk.
I'm very very tired now. How I wish that I can sleep through the whole day long. I know I am being very emotional here and, fragile. Fancy taking O levels in this manner of mine.I.am.gonna.flunk.tmr's.exams. I shall decide whether am I going tmr in the morning. I am hesitating because I do not wish to fork out another 2 and a half hours time to re-take the exam.
Thank you Tracy luv, you called me @ 10pm after receiving my message content saying,
I think I am not going for tmr's exam as I am not at all prepared. There is nobody to teach me and I am supposed to meet Wilson just now and I did not. I have only myself to blame. Sianszxszxz and told me not to give up and go to your house immediately and that you would teach me whatever you could. I went but my soul wasn't there hence I can say, it is a wasted trip. i'm sorry to disappoint you darling, i really have no mood to study anything for the time-being. sorry for the broken promise. I promised i'll make it up for the sake of no one, but myself.
Love you,
