Friday, April 24, 2009
Went Queensway to get my new contact lens. Oh the colour I've chosen sucks big time. It doesn't fits on me at all. I regretted not choosing the usual colour I used to wear. But its alright, I'm gonna buy blue/turquoise next month (;
Wanted to catch "Friday, the 13th" @ Cine. Yes it is a M18 movie, I wonder how would it be like. If only we purchase the tickets earlier, we wouldn't be left with the choice of only the first row. Leaving us with such a reluctant decision, we decided to not catch it since it would be straining to both our neck and eyes. Kpool instead. Oh and I was with X.cal, Junyan, Siti, Tricia, and Delon.
There isn't nothing much to elaborate anyway.
Just a few words to end off this post.
I am someone who have successfully learnt to cherish my loved ones after 2 years of empty promises. For those who are reading this now, why not ponder over this question?
AND THAT IS: Would you forgive someone who has once betrayed you and now that you've seen his/her true colours but yet, memories of before still flashes within you and you are not willing to let it go?
People always say that there will be a second chance to redeem yourself, like how yellow ribbons are given to criminals who got forgiven by someone. People always say when there is guilt, there will be change, and there will be slight tint of hope too. Come to think of it, is it even real at all? Do you really erase those awful and grotesque memories, and forgive someone who betrayed your love, who is nothing but a failure? Do you? Maybe you do, but I do not.
For now, I am trying my best to not think of anything, I am renewing myself. I have regrets, I have reservations, I have disappointments, I experienced terrible heart explosion, I have had ups and downs but I am not hopeless neither rejected by the world here.
Every disappointment is like a barricade, an obstacle that stops and make you think of what to do; the nest step forward. Two ways to face it. One is to avoid, and second to push yourself forward. For me, I make a step forward instead, because time waits for no man. If you ever meet a disappointment, an obstacle, maybe u could just relate my story.
Just a few more overdued pictures to bring you along.
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Precious heart-link. :D Last long with Zl !~.
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