Sunday, April 19, 2009
Dear diary,
I've had quite an average weekend spent. Though nothing worth talking about occurred during these 2 days, but I've rested enough to start another fresh, new monday of the week. (:
One more thing is, I would like to express my heartfelt gratitude towards a group of people. They are nevertheless, people who have been standing by me all along and yet I was oblivious to it at times, worst still, taking everything for granted. For anything, they would support me chronically without fail. They've been the greatest pillar of support, I must say. I know there's nothing much I could do to show my deepest appreciation towards all this. This kind of feeling is so intense in me, and its building up each time I come to think to it, but I just cannot describe this feeling vividly.
Sorry for all my wrong-doings. Sometimes I may be too harsh with my words and for things that I do, until cold realisation dawned on me, I realised my mistake. AT that point in time, there's only one type of mindset. Filled with guilt and remorse. I wish to undo everything and make everything right but sadly, it is
always too late.
And therefore, I'm learning to treasure all the time we have together. Busy yes, but I still have time for all these though. I just chatted with Dion on msn. He says that I'm a busy person, he always hesitate to call me because of this. No, I hate this... Studies is important but I'll learn to manage my time well. This is all about life, isn't it?
Of saying all these, what if someday you found out that you have got friends (not close, or good friends) doing recalcitant stuffs behind your back, would u forgive them? With anger built up to a cresendo, what would u do at the last resort?
Yeah reflect...
Some would understand what I've been trying to relate, some would not.
It depends if you are on the same planet with me. Haha. Joking. Try to figure it out.
