Sunday, March 22, 2009
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Just came back from Tiong Bahru Plaza. (10.30pm) I really enjoyed the accompany of
R.R.P. They really made my day passes by fast and sadly, I suppose all good things must come to an end. Thanks for the wonderous Sunday. We shall meet up again this coming weekend. Before I forget, I met Ziliang & Kok Long @ Redhill before Tiong Bahru Plaza. They accompanied me for lunch and I went off shortly after that. Today has been a fruitful day. Lovelys and I really talked about many many stuffs, ie. our future dreams, nevertheless gossips. (Hhahaa) I laughed till my sides aches and my jaws seems to be dropping at any moment. Thats how funny it is. See you'll soon :D Lynlyn ai nie worz~
P.S: Simin heart-link, so sad that I can't stay overnight outside with you all. Understand that I'll have to attend school tmr and your holidays just started, I'm green with envy but at the same time, I miss school and my friends a lot. So there's pros and cons. Hope u enjoy today with him!! Teehee....
A cold realisation dawned on her - Her melancholy love for E,
It has been since forever I had felt this way...
Terribly, sucky heartache feeling.
I told myself this will be the last chance to redeem yourself or if not, you are going to lose me forever. I resisted by not replying your constantly calls and messages. But eventually, I gave way to despair. These past few days, I know I've succeeded in making you detest me more by shuddering at your words, shrugging my shoulders and all. But despite all this, you did not gave me up.
Sorry, its my bad. I've been ranting about you to my friends every now and then. I shouldn't have done that. I promise this won't happen anymore.
It was 4.30am when you called and it was 5.20am when we hang. I told you about future, that we will be going Poly(I dont even know if Im up to it) and that means seperate ways, we wouldn't be able to last like this for long. But you told me that what matters is now. It doesn't matters what the future will be like, you just want to cherish now. Your intonation from my instinct tells me that I will not believe what other people say about you ain't being true to me because I've witnessed this myself and I know what's real and what's fake.
While on the phone, I'm trying hard to hold back the tide of sadness in me so that you won't see. I tried to thwart it, but I failed. So now I won't do anything to let you give me up but instead I'll change to be a less petty Carilyn, in order to earn more of your love.
I persisted because I know a time for a change in a person that you truly love, is worth waiting. And it will happen because of you.
Are you willing to change?
Till then, I'll love you everlastingly. I'll do anything to keep us going. Labels: alright, heading out soon. enjoy ur sunday, people(:
