Thursday, February 5, 2009
Hard to say goodbye,
Today is a screwed up day for me, how I wished I could turn the clock in an anti-clockwise manner. Today is just so not my day. Not only that, wasted 6 hours of my time fooling around like some kind of urchin, not knowing the importance of it.
Give me a thrashing, anyone will do.
Physically exhausted, mentally drained.
I'm dying. I've been feeling so restless lately due to the late timing I slept in. Nobody knows what lies within me, cause I never open up to confide in anyone. I tend to regard it as a personal matter.
Ups and downs in life, I often wondered: is life always fair? After each obstacle, would the road ahead of you, at least for a short route, be beautiful? I've got so many questionable doubts, yet I could find no one with a satisfying answer.
Reality is something harsh and something which most people find it hard to accept. Heres something to take: Different kinds of hurdles taken by different kinds of people will end up with different kinds of success. (Copyrighted, Carilyn.) :P
Yes/no agree?
Visited Mama at hospital.
From now onwards, I promise I'll spend more time with you, mummy.
Pardon me for being rude and disobedient at times, you know I didnt mean to. We're of the same kind, we have limited patience and when we flare our temper, things get worse. But you know deep inside, if I were to lose you someday, I will break down definitely. I would have no one to turn to, except for the only one Daddy. But no, I want a complete family. Talking about this, it has been a long long time ever since we had dinner as one whole. Can I have dinner with you both real soon? (Pa, I know you might be reading this anytime and get to see all this.) One who always give me the best without fail, another whose willing to sacrifice and make everything to be just good.
I thank God for ME in this world.
Enjoy life to the fullest, thats me.
Cause we don't work hard but smartly.
Everything still worked out to be good.
Aim for the month of Feb:
-get over things that are bugging my mind constantly.
-spend nights with my loved ones.
-gotta improve my english tremendously!! =( (I've always admired people with good English and each time I passed by a blog whose owner's english was that excellent, I would save that person's link and try to learn more new words from there. HAHAHA
Thats all. Good night eathlings! Oh and last but not least, clubbing at Pavillion tmr. :D:D:D Its good to take a break once in every while, yes/no?(:
