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Wednesday, December 17, 2008
12/17/2008 10:15:00 AM

Counting down to the last few hours!
Nonetheless, all the best to all N's students.


Awesome. I only woke up at 4pm today. It's not exactly that I woke up at 4pm, I did woke up in between time as well. Just that my laziness tells me to sleep a little more as there's nothing for me to do when I'm awake besides turning on my Lappy to watch show. Recieved a few missed calls from Jesselyn Darling.
Called her back and w/o hesitation, I agreed to meet her at Redhill in half an hour's time. With that, I went to prepare.

Needless to say, I took more than half an hour. She was together with Sebastian, naturally I took longer to meet them. Met them and they accompanied me for my late lunch at the market. Aftermath, went over to the new buildings along Redhill mrt and slack. Waited for Jeanna and we three went over Bukit Merah Central to accompany her to have her lunch at MAC.

I wasn't feeling well with my gastrics(girl's problem), so I went home after that.
Caught the 7pm show on TV. Both channels - 8 and U. Switched channels when there's advertisements and my comment for the show on channel 8 is thumbs down manszxzs. I don't find it at all nice!

Had a tiff with Mum over silly matters, I call it. She said something which deeply enraged me, causing me to leave house without watching the 9pm show. I'm not wrong this time and I'm postive of it. Unreasonable. I then went Tiong Bahru Plaza to meet up with JJ and Ruchin. Had Burger King. Ruting and Peihui came at around 12am, and we chatted for a short while before I head home.










I can't bear to but I can't reverse the time. No one else can either.
Given another chance, I would rather you chide me for my mistakes than keeping it in your heart for in the past. You know I would do anything to have you by my side. You know how much love is there in me for you. I never meant to let it get so personal. And after all I tried to do, stay away from loving you. I'm broken-hearted, I can't let you know. And I won't let it show, you won't see me cry.


If there were to be again, I would say out every piece of the thousand words I've always wished to say, to you.
Didn't you cherish those moments of ours at all? Not at all?
I can see you taking all this easy, indicating that all this are meant to be bygones.


I shall end off with this hair pin which I newly bought for my mum earlier on.
Though we had a tiff, but deep down there's still feelings attached.
Blook is thicker than water, yeah.



Carilyn MaCain

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I pick myself up from the ground when I fall. No big deal. This. Is. Me.



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