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Thursday, October 23, 2008
10/23/2008 07:56:00 PM

Because I look at things in a different angle now,
because I've learnt the consequences of taking the one-sided love route,
because I've reached the limit of denudance,
because I never thought it would be the same as what happened before again (It happened exactly the same),
because you are the one who taught me to move on happily, not reminiscing past memories,
lastly because I've got used to letting my tears burst forth and flow freely each time AND crying my heart out whenever I broke down.

It gets so painful inside until I don't feel like returning home every night until it's 4am in the morning. I used everything possible to keep myself numb and fingers tight to myself from messaging you. So much to say, but I shall end here, for fear of opening old wounds again. And, It's got to be you, and only you.
"Do you ever know how all this feels like? Do you?"

I have got used to life without you, thanks.
I'm a harpieeee girl now..........(: Without any anxiety, worries, or pressure except for fatigue. Hehe.


Pearlyn's birthday pictures ;
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Almost everyone is present. Where's the vital one, Huiling? Wo deh Gf lei!!! :P


He's forever mine Truly, HAHAHA.


C,C,J. Never try to sow discord between us, cause u know we'll get back as one eventually(:
In time of crisis, I make sure I myself will be there. Like the two layers of cotton and a layer of bud, we shall be.
I can use no vague description to describe the value of our friendship.
I cant imagine if one day, somehow, somewhere, we are going to watch each other heading to their individual seperate ways.
I wished, I hoped, I prayed, that all of us can be promoted together and to mug like how we used to during the N levels. Same to the rest of the Beloveds. All of you are not forgotten.
Love All.


Have been working for at least 9 hours everyday. Fatigue.
I'm lacking of sleep I suppose.
Headed Town yesterday after work, to meet up with JJ and one of his friend, WJ.
It was raining heavily last night, but overall the day was great.
And to Those Lovely Gays, Hello :D
P.S: I just couldnt stand the kissing part, OH MY GOD. Hehe.

At around 11.30am, mrt-ed home.
After everything necessary done, I dozed off immediately the moment I lie myself onto my bed.
Thats how lerthagic I am.

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