Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Pieces Of Me ;
At times, I felt so vulnerable and crest-fallen when I saw things I shouldn't see, know things I shouldn't have known if no news came fast to me or it's destined that I found out abt it, because I asked myself, 'Is it really worthy to do all this when I knew it's almost impossible to mention about it?'
On the other hand, I always felt much comforted by the constant words of encouragement of yours and each time when I fall, I can feel you picking me up.
I'm confused, my mind's in a whirl, no one can decide for me, it's me myself.
I asked The Great One in the sky, why do all these obstacles and heart-saddening thoughts keep hurling towards me? When will it come to a stop? Can I stop thinking I'm a fool who believed the star that is acting all these while? No no no, I can't continue in this way. I told myself, I would cherish what's left for me and yes I did. But I can't help thinking in days to come, there's no more you. NO MORE.
Until you came into my life, I never feel someone loving me until you loved me. - 'I dont wanna run away, just wanna make your day'. (Extracted from song lyrics 'Until You'.)P.S
No boyfriend. Dont assume anything cause I'm devoted to my one and only Gf(:Im so glad that each and every of my lovelies have got themself a job. (What I meant was, each and every one of them.) Great news, isn't it? Not forgetting myself, I'll also be working.
First time ever in my whole 16 years! Getting a lil uptight. A whole new experience, a challenge. Wish me all the best pipo! :D
My mum and dad was astounded when I first break the news to them. And I knew I didnt make the wrong choice when Daddy felt I've finally grown up. Hehe. Moreover, I was pondering if Im not gonna work, what would I do when most of the time all of my good friends are all working...
The thought of getting my first pay and planning to get the same off-day to go shopping with all of them, :D:D:D:D:D
To spice it up, most of them are working at Town area. All spread out.
Paragon, Plaza Singapura, Centrepoint, Suntec, Holland, Bishan, Woodland.
B, Friday gonna be a sure-off day for me as I wanna date you out! Hehehe. It's always our day, rmb? :D
You'll not be forgotten even how packed I gonna be and Small Family's contract will not be terminated no matter what. I look forward to the bbq after the O's. :) (Candy, must get off-day on that day uh! W.o you, no sharp laughters and overwhelming reactions during the late night, HAHAHAH.)
To conclude everything:
I'll miss you practically every moment when my mind's not occupied. What about you?
Would you allow this long hours of not able to see each other let us drift apart?
To all of the Lovelies, don't forget that we are supposed to keep in contact with each other. Perhaps we shall ring everyone up and conference during the night to our off-day and share our on-goings. HAHA. Pls don't forget each other when everyone's sooooo busy. Love All!
