Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Pictures are missing out of nowhere from the post below. I do not know the root of the problem but I gonna retrieve it back asap. The thought of the pictures missing from my post, brings me back to my previous blog which I created last year in Dec.(it was my very first blog)!
I re-created a new blog(this), reasons being: Pictures I uploaded can't be seen at all.
I went back to take a look. I noticed my life before was so much happier even tough I'm contented with the life I have now. I noticed, most of the posts has his name in it. Suddenly, I miss the past; especially the past him.
Well, things do change. Just that I didn't expect a drastic one. I began to pondered, what's so nice about him that made me so attracted to him? I too have no idea, perhaps that's called love. One of my girls once said; Accept what we cannot change.
I know I'll have to face the reality someday, & regret for all those things I've done in time to come.
As for now, I want to enjoy the remaining days of the holidays and start a brand new 2008 & I mean it! I do not want to neglect my studies just to have fun outside, wasting my time. But of course, i need to have a break & relax myself after a period of studying. I have fun all the time, it's difficult for me to stop all immediately right? I too hoped that i could learn how to cherish those people around me(as in for real)
I don't wanna have the feeling of being a bloody fucktard person. Avoid some people or lost contact just because he likes me. I hope I would be better in my words & actions so that I could make things clear, not causing any misunderstanding. Because if it does, it gonna cost the price of a friendship to be burned down in just 5 secs!
Happy holidays friends! I guess this is the one of the longest posts after so long. =p Lazy lah, you know. X:
Tag me still tough I SELDOM REPLY. =)
