Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Standing Strong-
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ROAR! I`m breaking down . Last night , a traumatic thing happened on me . I didn`t expect it , sighs * I know i`m difficult , thus you won`t understand me . But could you at least see my intention of all this that i`m doing ?. Tell me , which girl loves it when her loved one going out with girls , furthermore that kind of place . Anything might happen . Baby , do you know it aches me every time i reply your message . If given a choice , i wouldn`t want to forward that msg at all . I`ve no choice . You should have known it very well that i`m so looking forward to it . & this is what i get in return . Is she so important tat you must invite her along ? You said , the one who likes her is someone else , why should you bother then ? Why can`t you let that someone to do that instead ? I`m truly , utterly disappointed wiv you darling ! ): Then what`s now ? It`s more awkward now , & we can`t even be friends right now . i`m feeling extremely low today , i`ve lost my interest in everything . I don`t speak much today . It`s the first time ever . Even those usual ones whom always me laugh my ass out , they didn`t manage to make me laugh at all . People kept asking why is my face like that , i just replied them with a smile & say nothing , & went off . I`M TIRED HAVING TO PUT ON A RELUCTANT SMILE . I`ve been thinking of this matter whole day long . I can`t get it off my mind , Even i tried my best not to brood over it , after a few minutes , it`s back again . I kept pondering , wondering was it my fault ? I realised yes , only with those rude words i`ve used . I don`t understand you darling . Firstly , you said you want me to go . Lastly , you ended off with a goodbye & say those kind things that i don`t wanna hear . I`ve already told you the reasons behind it , but you don`t get my meaning . Then how do you expect me to apprehend all this ? I even gave up the chance to go & break my promise to you , in order for them to go , even tough i wanted to go sososo much . Do you know , if you said NO for the last second msg , i`m sure everything`s fine right now . Now , we can`t even be friends . It`s like hide & seek . I`ll turn away once i sees you , you will dodge once you sees me . It`s pressurizing me every next seconds & i don`t want this to happen .
Hey love , can you stand in my shoes & think from here ?
You knows i`m very sensitive . Yea , i am .
She`s my friend yet i say No , cas i don`t wanna wait till that day when i go , i put on a sulk face .
No one gonna be happy over there should this matter happens .
Therefore , i gonna tell you frankly & honestly first .
As i said , i`m sensitive , i don`t like you going those places wiv her of cas .
She`s a girl , & you`re a boy . You get me ?
Sighs * Isit that i`ve been fooled ? All those broken promises were just to coax me ?
I`m just like a breakable thread , & it has broken into pieces right now .
I`m not as strong as you , to get over things easily & move on with life .
I apologize , i`m not .
Be back my dear -
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