Thursday, August 23, 2007
I prefer my past to now -
A long ago picture { this year still }RAHHHHH ! Tell me , what`s going on mans ?! I`m feeling so fucked by these few days ! I`m so affected by the surroundings around me . Somehow , i miss my past everything . I`m aren't happy like what you see now . It isn't me . The life before wasn`t like this . I don`t have to stress much about school & getting along fine with everything . Nothing much to fret on . I`m happy , i`m happy . But as for now , everything changes . Don`t wanna say much about it . Exam`s round the corner but i chose to laze around in class , not doing any work . I slept 6 periods the day before ytd , 3 periods ytd & 2 periods today . What the hell am i doing ?! I`m always day-dreaming in class & not paying attention to any single thing , everyone who sits near me , would say " eh don`t stone leh " , i just reply wiv a ' fake smile' & heheh . =.= How i wish to pour out everything , but not even myself knows how to start
& how to end . I gonna keep this within me & those who read my blog would at least know how i`m feeling right now . As for now , Studies is my first priority . I must get myself up & study well for my EOY . I don`t wanna disappoint nor break my promise to those people i`ve promised . Especially my dad , i`m afraid of disappointing him the most . He would gives me whatever i wants , & i must study hard too . He pinned high hopes on me , he knows i can make it , so i must NOT let him down . I realized something long ago but didn`t really bother about it . I`m so dumb so dumb to waste my time slacking outside & get home real late in school uniform . I promise , i promise , to slap myself hard & wake up from my lala land , to accomplish everything i`m suppose to do .
Two outings i`m looking forward to (:
Meet ups with DarlingFours *
Kbox with sweetheart ~
& goodbye everyone !
I may or may not be blogging so often as i gonna be a busy bee sooner or later . =x
Find me thru my hp then ~ ;D
Take many many cares people ;
Miss me , i`m Xiaolynlynnnn ^.^ & needless to say , i`ll miss you too ;D
& that someone precious the most perhaps -
